The Shadow of a Man

At times when your life is so down and no one to turn to;

I will be there to lift your spirit high;
This life is so mysterious, you'll never know what you've got till it's gone;

I'll guide you when your lost and give you home throughout your lonely days;
I'll be the your sword to use in the battle of life;
I'll be your wheels in the long winding road and guide you as you journey to your path;
I'll be your blanket in the cold lonely nights, and give you shelter to protect you from any harm.


I will touch your soul even though you can't sense me
I will touch your heart even though you can't feel me 
you may not hear me but I will be your voice within
you may not notice me but I'll be the shadow that will follow you

This life is so unpredictable, I may hurt you when I remind you of the past;
but I will follow you even you're in great pain.
I might distress your life with what i bring, but I'll be with you no matter what.
you may not see my tears when you're crying;
you may not hear me moaning at the lonely nights;
you may not feel my regrets and neglects;
but I'll keep on following and help you to ease out the pain.

I want to touch your soul but you can't sense me;
I want to touch your heart but you can't feel me;
I want you to notice me but you can't see me;
and speak my mind but you can't hear me;
but in spite of these, I'll be your shadow throughout your life.

Trust is like a glass

When people started to give their trust, they take care of it like a glass. Yet, some people who's given by it aren't aware of it. They are so dumb to the point that they disregard it.
When do we consider that trust is like a glass?
First and foremost, we can't put the broken glass back together; we might be able to glue them together, yet, the crack still shows; and therefore, there is a possibility of getting hurt while trying to fix it. Hence, sometimes, these small missing pieces could be vulnerable.
If it so, Then why some people try to ignore the trust that we give?
When trust is gone, a disdain anguish feels inside. The contempt of trusting rebirth inside. Afraid to face the truth, afraid to patch things out, for patching might hurt us as well.
There isn't any repentance from a foe man while there is repugnant of trusting again.
Lastly, The glass is use to reflect how trust is given, how strong it is, and how precious it is.
The ode of everyman's heart has the hum of loving and trusting.
We trust to love, we trust to respect, thus trust won't be gain by power and authority; it is given by will.

Talking to the inner me.

It's been a while....
Love arises from deep within. Now I believe that Love begins from yourself, as trust and believe do. As I was exploring my life for the past months, I had been into lots of  obstacle. I restarted and regain power. Look at me now, Isn't it that I am too strong now???????????
No more questionings, yet be gratified. Indeed I do.
Show love to myself as I love others, Show respect to myself as I respect others. Show belief to myself as I believe in others.
At last, the dawn breaks and the sun shines upon me. God bless me as I explore my life.

I pity those who drag me down...

I pity those who drag me down. After that incident, it changed my whole life, I 've learned...Yes i do. The most important thing I've ever learned is that... "these days, where people are no longer bound by love, but selfishness... it is not bad to be selfish sometimes". I used to live my life with considering other people, making other people happy makes me happy too. But what if the situation turned sour??? People trust me... I know my worth well. I had proved to many how they can trust me and how they can depend on me... Some people think I am crazy, yes i am... some think i am too kind... yes i am, and some think i am foolish... maybe i am.
I was brought up with a generous heart... My mother always taught me on how to consider things, and how to patch things out. I remember, my mother always adopt homeless people and treat like our own family. My mother spoil them... as she spoil us. I was jealous... I thought my mother doesn't like me... but this situation really changed my life. I realize how she loves me... and at the end, I 've got no one to run to...but her warm and open arms.
I pity you my dearest friends for trying to drag me down, you might think i was dragged down that day, but isn't it i am too strong???????? I 've got home even though my knees are shaking, i 've got home despite of the countless discomposure. I pity you becoz after some days of being sick about what had happen i am still here... standing with composure... and i assure you, I can face you but you can't. Hahahaahahaha!!!! You'll never win my dearest friends...
Can i thank you for the insults that i receive? Can i thank you for the sorrows you brought to me?... These made me stronger... and each days that is passing... i know i will be more stronger.
i pity you my dearest friends becoz i know you can't face me again...
i pity you my dearest friends becoz someday, you'll realize how big you lost.
I can live my life without you. I can make true friendship again... becoz i am always true to myself... i never impose...
i pity you my dearest friends becoz you are nothing but someone who pretend to be somebody.
i pity you becoz someday... you'll pay for everything you've done to me...
i pity you my dearest friends...i pity you... i already burried you... and someday, i will dig you up and make you pay... and make you taste the sweet revenge from me!